Among giants I walk
looking for the tiny.
The smallest medicine popping from the earth as if to say, “I haven’t forgotten but I needed some time. You know, how sometimes you just need more time?”
And then I ask, “with so many places to grow, how do you decide?”
and they speak of the giants.
The birds flutter and merge with them.
The snakes spin around them.
The squirrels say, “this is home. I can be upside down here.”
And I long to feel like home is within me and surrounding me but instead I feel…
the acid in my stomach. I hear my organs churning and mixing things. Preparing for the medicine I’ve yet to find. I’m amazed that my body and these plants are communicating beyond me. They say, “shhh. Just let your eyes land. Let your feet fall softly on us. Let your inside listen to its out.”
Water murmurs. What’s it’s story? Who have you carried? You flood the feet of the giants. What are you bringing?
I rustle branches.
It feels good to be among giants.
I heard her cries for help without ear-buds in.
She wrote in blood because tears weren’t thick enough.
and pity, to her, is the last thing she needs.
She wasn’t ever asking for it and isn’t now.
Her quest for nightmares to free the monsters she trapped has since passed.
She eats vegetables.
She mows the lawn.
She goes for short walks because she wants a body that listens to her SCREAMING
“…please, just let me live without pain.”
“FUCK THIS PAIN”
she finds the ways to make it go away.
“I love you for meeting your needs in whatever way you can.”
“I love you for being resourceful.”
“I love you for continuing on when you’ve never had to.”
“I love your shape, the way you express yourself in movement, the sounds that you make, the love that you give away, the effort you put in your day, the things you care about, the colors that adorn your frame.”
“I love the cozy places that you’ve built to hide.”
“I love your walls. I love your pain. I love your voice on all those voiceless days.”
I heard your voice on all those voiceless days.
I am me.
God is me too.
That feels better.
Than saying it the other way around.
Yes, I am God, it’s true
and I am me… and I suppose that makes more sense because I know what me feels like…
at some point “God” became a concept I could never live up to.
Lucky for me, I found my thoughts and they lead me straight to God.
I found myself in the spaces. In the relationship between one and then another.
That’s where choice is.
I found myself in the time.
That’s what I am.
If you’re like me, your relationship with food and physical activity is constantly evolving! There is nothing wrong with setting goals but if we wait to love ourselves until we meet them we are missing out on our ultimate goal of self-love, peace and happiness that can be shared with others. Here are three quick tips to help you love yourself at every stage of your journey and meet your health goals!
1. Drink a lot of water. Water works to help your body communicate on all levels including communication with you on what it actually wants you to eat! This eliminates the problem of having to fight cravings or make food choices that are not what your mind wants. Drink tons of water, way too much water! You will be able to hear direction that fell on deaf ears before.
2. Honor your body, your mind and your emotions by thanking them for nourishing you in every way that they have been able to. When we eat for comfort we are still nourishing ourselves. We are saying, “Hey, I see that you need some love and this is how I know how to give it to you.” Be gentle with yourself as you learn new ways to give yourself love!
3. Take the conscious opportunity to think differently when your body image issues arise. You are in a position of power! You have a voice! You can be a person with a body who doesn’t look like it jumped out of a magazine who LOVES and honors that body on every step of your journey. You can be vocal about it and inspire others! This might be a great way to feel good as you go and to connect with others who will offer you love and support that you can return.
You’re doing great. We all are working with this, regardless of what we look like. Keep at it and you will surely meet and then exceed your expectations for health and longevity.
There is a HUGE shift happening in our sexual energy – our ultimate understanding and expression of self. From my perspective as a woman I am discovering what it means to be my authentic, sexual self!
In this video I explore what it means to be a sexual being, how it feels to be sharing that truth with others and what it’s like for me to be in a mirrored partnership during this discovery process.
As this continues to unfold for me I will post videos sharing my perspective, so, please SUBSCRIBE to my YouTube channel to take part in this ongoing conversation.
Also, feel free to add your experience to the comments as to how this shift in sexual identification, sexual expression, sexual partnership and sexual energy as a whole is effecting you!
Lastly, check out more from me on http://www.mamarose.blog including the Healing and Support services that I offer YOU as you move along the journey of the collective shift in consciousness.
Those of you who know me know that I make my videos when inspiration strikes! So, although I’m usually in my bathrobe with terrible lighting – my videos are heartfelt expressions of my vulnerable authenticity and I have no doubt that you’ll feel the value in that.
Thanks for watching!
<3 Mama Rose
Mama Rose talks about self-love and how each and everything that we are doing is, in actuality, in alignment with that.
Healing is synonymous with self-love.
We attract the exact healing experience that we need in every moment. The trajectory is love and joy folks, we are on this journey together whether we see it in any given moment or not.
My experience as a healer has brought me to understand myself from the perspective of my highest-self and from this understanding I am continually aware of the natural healing that is happening at all times. I am able to support and direct this healing simply by embodying this level of awareness.
The interactions that we have with each other are opening up this awareness for each of us.
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