I’d meet myself under the tree of life, lay me down, rest my hips between my hands and eat for hours at a time. I’d eat all… Read more “If I could eat myself alive”
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The Numbers
I don’t have paper in my hands or my pockets but these people… they let me have whatever I want because I have imaginary numbers. I put… Read more “The Numbers”
Chasing sun
Finding beauty is like chasing sun. You’ll never catch it but you can feel it in your blood. Even when you’re in caves. I chased the sun… Read more “Chasing sun”
Some things considered
Considering how long it must have taken for the one of them to embrace the other, for the one to choose to fall into those strong pine… Read more “Some things considered”
I dance between
I dance between Joy and Grief Because every moment is dying.
Note to self
When your lonely, the last things you do is try to figure it all out – you don’t need to think it through – oh baby, oh darling’, oh oh baby, ive been callin’ – and you’re not pickin’ up but I know you’ll be back soon – oh when you get this message will you come through, will you come through
‘cause you know that ive been callin’ and I know what you’ve been through but im wonderin if everything can wait so you can just come through – come through- come through
Please wont you – come through, come through, come through, come through won’t you, please, oh please, come through?
This is one of the ways I create songs. My creative song writing process. The Live video is from IG, I recorded while I typed the lyrics. Freestyle songwriting.
I Want My Therapist to Like Me pt. 1 (freestyle writing)
I want my therapist to like me… so i better not tell her where i come from. how i got here. why im here – in this… Read more “I Want My Therapist to Like Me pt. 1 (freestyle writing)”
What instrument can call me
I’m wondering; what instrument plays me? with all of my infinite, perfect, harmonics. What instrument calls me home when this body falls and life travels on? It… Read more “What instrument can call me”
God, Thank You For Freezing Time For Me
God, Thank You For Freezing Time For Me See, when I asked, I didn’t know that you already knew what I wanted And I didn’t know we’d… Read more “God, Thank You For Freezing Time For Me”
Everything’s Perfect
Winter feels the same each year. This kind of suffocation – like, it pulls me so deeply into my own soul that I think I’m the only… Read more “Everything’s Perfect”
Red Sky and Dog Food
I got home at midnight. The sky was red and the whole world smelled like dog food. Why? Everything was melting. Water bubbled up from the puddles… Read more “Red Sky and Dog Food”
Central Sun
Before there was you there was we… a central star, a sun like any other but it was ours. and you may not remember it as you… Read more “Central Sun”
I pray with my pussy
I’ve created worlds through it. You won’t convince me that it’s dirty. I’ve heard my ancestors whisper through it, and scream through it and beckon me to… Read more “I pray with my pussy”
Hungry
I am really hungry still just for something that makes sense.