Dear God(dess)

If I can’t have understanding can I just have trust?

Sometimes my thoughts are so BIG that they leave a ton of space when they pass…

I’m left in this void.

Is it safe to be here?

Anxiety is gone but this isn’t better.

I feel like I should be doing something but there’s nothing here to do.

All that’s left is trust, or, rather the option to choose it.

Trust or fear.

I’m almost afraid to choose either.